So on thursday night I was grilling (invasive, impersonal interrogating with a barrage of questions seems to be my style, unfortunately) QY abt her ideal boyfriend. (i'm kinda obsessed abt bgr, ironically)

On a sidenote, I don't think there's anything wrong with having certain expectations. Having a rough idea of your standards provides a check from succumbing to lust or desperation when the slightest possibility comes.

She said 'perfect', which set alarm bells ringing in my head. I got aggressive, cos I assumed (wrongly) it's Prince Charming, who's dashing and flawless (can't blame me - 'perfect') and all, that she's looking for.
From this I learn how quick I am to make assumptions, and how self-righteous I can get.

After clarification, I realised it's nothing like that. I'm too sensitive to words, i guess.
No bad, unhealthy habits (smoking, drinking), filial piety, even-tempered, chemistry between them etc.
Which is pretty much what I want (though i'm greedier, as I will self-indulgently talk about later), too. She doesn't think there's a high likelihood of finding such a person though. Aww.

• Taste for the fine things in life. And I don't just mean luxury or things you can only get with prestige/status or money (i kinda think i'm not the luxury type myself anw). I mean seeing beauty in details in life, especially in nature. I will swoon if I see a person noticing and getting interested in toadstools that spring up after showers, or admiring wild/common plants and flowers. Not to forget skies. I think outdoors photographers are admirers of nature who fit the bill. Another aspect will be art and cultural stuff. Preferably literature (which covers film) since I'm a music moron. I wouldn't want to not be able to understand his passion, unless I can learn to do so. 
• I was wondering (as i said i'm obsessed) if I could ever like an engineering/science/business guy who doesn't share the same area of interests as me. Is it narrow-minded to think they have different mentalities or ways of thinking which wouldn't be good with mine? 
  
• Desire to make the world a better place or lives better for people, at least. (that would mean idealistic and hopeful eh) That's why I notice the red cross t-shirts xP
• (04/04/10) Tenderness (Adam in Identitas)

Oh. The sky has brightened. Time for bed.